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It's over. That's all you need to know. I am getting a new xanga.
It is A_Handgun_And_Second_Chance
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If this doesn't make my point. I don't know what will.
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen
You're the one that I wanted, the one that I needed
The one that I had to have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but its raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like you did
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind |
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| Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me who's reaching out for your hand
I always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal falling to the ground
A dreamer following his dream |
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Don't get pissed at me for saying it like it is and how I truly feel.
STRIKE TWO.
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Love because of friendship or true love?
How do you know if you are with the right one when there are so many other possibilities and "what ifs"?
These are questions that will plague me until I find an answer to my own emotions.
To cut my losses or try and make something work when it may just fizzle?
Is it really fair to the both of us? I don't think so.
It is hard to figure these things out when there is a huge lack of communication. He doesn't seem to want to talk about it or to me at all.
I may just give up and move on. We'll see. |
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This is hot.
I'd like to find a guy who can play music like he does and with as much passion.
Good luck to me in finding that in Wichita, Kansas.
While My Guitar Slowly Weeps |
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Some things that I've discovered.
1. My friends rock... you don't even know
2. The future isn't as clear as we'd like it to be and that's okay.
3. Some one can tell you, until they run out of breathe, their feelings for you but if they don't fight for you then it is a waste of their breathe and your time.
4. Kelly Clarkson's cd... ladies you know what songs I have overly played.
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